As the Snow Falls

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In the recent days, I’ve come to wonder what people really think of me- you know, the ones who truly don’t know who I am, who just pass me in the halls with a smile, ‘hey,’ or nothing at all. And with that, it’s required to do a little bit of self-examination. With this self-examination I have come up with a few key things about my personality:

  1. I don’t get mad easily, irritated, maybe, but once you get me truly mad you should watch out.
  2. Unless you do something really bad, I can’t hold a grudge for more than a day.
  3. I’m a generally happy person.
  4. If you’re nice to me, I open up and talk a lot more than you’d probably expect (:
  5. I prefer guys as opposed to girls for friends. They’re more laid back. Although I generally hang out with girls face to face, if you look at who I talk to most the list is more than likely all guys.
  6. I’m a very creative person- any outlet for creativity, be that photography, drawing, painting or most of all music.
  7. And lastly, if you don’t know me you probably don’t know any of that. at all.

It’s funny when you do self-examination, and you find out things about yourself that you didnt’ really realize. ANother interesting thing is the thought of human conciseness. It’s a miracle just to see the things around you, to taste the plethora of spices on my dads garlic bread, to smell the cooking of chocolate chip cookies. Life is a gift. Do NOT waste it…

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Life.

Posted on: January 18, 2010

Let us die young, or let us live forever

We don’t have the power but we never say never…

As I lay here, my heavy eyelids drifting closed as my fingers dance around the keybord, I am onslaught with many memories; the ones that count. I remember the special moments, with that special someone; the spots in time when it never seems like the laughter will end and you are forever entangled in a world of happiness. But as always, the moments where the world surrounds you with darkness and yyou feel alone even though there are dozens of people ready to surround you with love and care. This blog, to me, is a way to not only express my feelings on paper but to provide someone entrance into a teenagers mind. As you are reading this entry, your first thought might be ‘I experience that every day’ but I can honestly guarentee that you don’t. No one knows how I feel, what I know, nor what I think. I am a teenage girl¬†on a scholarship at a ¬†boarding prep school who isn’t the preppiest person you will meet. I’m not the prettiest girl in the dorm, nor am I the richest. I am the one who grew up with all sides of the story and because of that I see a point in every persons argument. Not only am i writing this blog for you to read, i am writting this so one day, far away into the future I will be able to remeber my thoughts and that openminded sense that comes with being young. I don’t want to forget this feeling by becoming lost in my own little world- although that may be the easiest thing to do, it is not at all what I want.

And with that, I bid you goodbye and wish you a safe and wonderful internet experience (: